Somehow I felt it would all come down to this. There is no other choice and I will not hesitate to do what is right. Handing my lightsabers to Kali, I ask her to give them to Sabawyn.
As I entered the chamber, I knew this was what I was meant to do even before I ever knew. This was the will of the Force. Before I realized, Dargrania and Kylo Ren were thrown in as well and the door secured.
“That’s not what I had in mind!” Not sure if they can hear me outside the chamber, but it was unexpected. The chamber began to whine and I had one last thing to do before I am unable. I opened myself up fully to the Force and reached out, not only to Sabawyn, but my siblings as well. “I don’t have much time, but you must understand that I made this choice willingly. The only way to power the device capable of stopping the Maw, is a Force user. I do this of my own free will to make sure the rest of you have a future. While I will be gone, Sabawyn will be a part of our family now. What happens after this is what you must choose. I love you all.”
The sound in the chamber began to grow louder as I felt the Force flowing through me quickly. I was not necessarily a battery but a conduit. I let the flow of the Force open up completely and experienced a connection to the Force stronger than ever.
Something seemed to feel like it was mixing with my own thoughts, trying to force me down into darkness. I felt it was trying to stop what was happening. I could not let it. I drew upon the pure connection to the Force I felt and pushed back against the intrusion. I felt like my consciousness was rising, like surfacing from a lake of water. I feel different but the same…………..